A Sad Day.

Today we had to make a sad decision. One that I knew would eventually come. Just not this soon. We put Maia down. The poor girl was suffering and not eating her food which is the only way she would get her meds. Mike laid her down in my lap and she was shivering and scared. My heart was breaking. I am not sure it has hit me yet. Occasionally I start to cry but then I stop. I just can't seem to get beyond the inital tears. She was my first dog. She was my beenie baby and now she is gone. I hope it doesn't hit too hard.