Thursday, May 28, 2009

Four years down... many more to go.

Today is my fourth anniversary… four years of marriage to a wonderful, handsome man. The father of my beautiful child… my heart still skips a beat when I think of him… Okay… done with the mushy stuff.

Reflecting back on my life I never thought I would get to this point. I am Happy with my life. I am content with the way things are right now (okay the disastrous kitchen does make a small mark on that contentment, but it is tiny and I am working on letting that go). Just over four years ago I NEVER thought that I would be in this place… Married with a son and a home. I was unaware of what God had for me. But here I am sitting in a room with my wonderful man, just being content. I have my dog at my feet, the baby is sleeping in the next room, and I am writing…. Yes I have found time to write.

Although there are a lot of things I expected of my life, this was not it… I wanted this, but I did not expect it. Contentment. Who would have thought. I have a lot of work to do still on becoming the Godly woman I want to become, but I am going to bask in the beauty of the moment. The beauty that is my life right now… What more could someone ask for in these times. I have security, even if the economy is floundering I have what matters most in the world, my family.

My life has come a long way from the girl who was boy crazy. I would have to say that I am still boy crazy… I am crazy about my boys… The best boys in the world.