Friday, February 29, 2008

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Too Long

I heave a heavy sigh as I sit to write tonight…. It has been quite some time since I last wrote… life does get away from you at times, and often we wonder how it happened.

But here I am, sitting at my desk, writing words on a blank page, hoping at some point in time that a glimmer of brilliance will appear. I chuckle to myself at this moment, thinking that my brain has nothing in it at the moment… it has been a long several weeks, were my down times are literally times when I just want to do nothing. I long for the days when I had half the day to while away… nothing to do except look at the mounting pile of dishes in the sink thinking “I really should do those now” but needing to do them at that moment because tomorrow was just as good. Now it seems like I am not home to actually see the mounting pile of dishes, I only know it is there, and the knowledge eats away at me. I normally do the ‘heavy’ work on the weekends and save the easy stuff for the week days. Unfortunately I have had something every weekend for the past month. One family member or another visiting, or some even that is a must attend. It is these that I blame my messy house on, but only because it makes me feel better.

Enough about my messy house and my inability to sit down at my desk and type………

Ah, the brilliance still evades me…

Well since it evades me now would be a good time to wrap it up, hoping that next time I will come back sooner than this.