Although Last night was rather exhausting, (Ronin was not able to sleep well due to a stuffy nose, and so neither was mom) I am feeling much better than I was the last two days. God is so good. I have been so blessed to have a wonderful husband and a beautiful baby boy, and a job that I really like. Sometimes we get side tracked by the life we wish we had and forget to enjoy the life we actually have. Everyday Mom's have to make decisions for their children, hard decisions, Mom's who stay home just have a different set of decisions to make then those who go to work, it makes it no less difficult.
I am learning that in order to be content with where I am at, I must let go of my preconceived notions as to how life should be. If I do not that only brings disappointment and frustration. I need to focus on the fact that my husband is starting a new job in a field that he has been desperately trying to get into since we were married, AND one that has weekends off with me and Ronin. I must focus on the fact that Ronin is getting close to crawling (he can get on his elbow and knees, face planted on the ground) and not the fact that the floor could be a little cleaner.... I will remind myself I am building up his immune system... haha.
Today as I sit at my desk, attempting to focus through the lack of sleep, I am content, listening to my classical music and working to make peoples lives a little more easy. And now back to work.
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